“η μέρα εκείνη”

mother
father
lightning
break me with hunger not with your hands
mother
father
lightning
roaring skies
split my bones turn to wind as my eyes seeking perfection
light must erase me
wholeness means silence

for no mother bird waits for me
as i lay myself down and my shadow
reflects in the right eye of shame
so where i was almost born
i almost speak
i almost breathe
i almost live

as i dive into horror
as i have no tomorrow

for you and i will never stand on the same side
for you and i will always believe in the same lie
for you and i will never stand on the same side
for you and i will always believe in the same lie

veins map constellation
my veins map constellation
fade into headless time

and i ride on the horse of deception
and i m losing the sense of perception
many crosses and so many drugs for me
as you say
welcome to the show

oh mother forgive me
for i have not sin enough
oh father believe me
the knife on their chest is mine
liar
and i am fire

mother
father
lightning
break me with hunger not with your hands
mother
father
lightning
roaring skies
split my bones turn to wind as my eyes seeking perfection
light must erase me
wholeness means silence

all lights on me i m the queen of the party
blood, sparkling blood filling our glasses
you and me my friends
are gonna burn the world
falling into deep obscene
needles inside me are slaying my twilight
as the night goes on
and on
strange visions come to me

feels like nails in my eyes
feels like nails in my eyes
dead as i live
i am trapped into darkness

all your fears
all our tears
the way the flesh is burning inside out
flashing lights
all the way
but all i need is life
blasting on my second sight

“demian”

light and stain
burning pretending to remain
choosing my chaos
living in grace
waiting no longer
fatal ambition
far from illusion
i am the door
i am the key
exhale

mass integration
standing ovation
living construction
following action
now and then
sleep everywhere
dreaming a shipwreck
under the dust
i am the flame
i am the flood
exhale

watching warning signs
tracing neon minds
calming the space between
something newborn within

crack it open from the inside
once was home now its just a cage
all stand close to the edge
one crack with dawn

feel your absence my second skin
feel your breath, the space within
all stay calm as it comes
one bleeds with dusk

i m so glad to bring it to life
this music, this painful expression of horror
all in all, nothing but blaring whispering
silence inside

you cannot leave me cause i never had you
midnight rush, itches at dawn
any lie, any peace any drop of rain
nobody stands for me

you dont know who i am

protecting the lie that is infecting the true
no sacred space rebuilding the temple
accepting the friction, accepting the heat
burning burning remain to pretending
on our way to
flames that came to
burn this god to ashes
believe in your vanity embrace your humility
conforming with nature live like a beast
the meaning of happiness, the level of sorrow
the lie of existence
now you see that you can see it
the sky above is no limit

you see the visions of the other side
you know its nothing but a replica
you have to live without an alibi
lullaby
another liar
another fire
another secret from an old empire
another glass to immortality
vanity

between the truth i bare and the truth i refuse
between the love i gave and the love i abuse
between the sacrifice and this disgusting urge to beg
i have to break the egg i have to break through this shell

mother
father
lightning
break me with hunger not with your hands
mother
father
lightning
roaring skies
split my bones turn to wind as my eyes seeking perfection
light must erase me
wholeness means silence

so i feel the end is here
so i feel the end is here
i ve fed my existence this eternal longing

“mantra”

μια πληγή, ταϊσμένη χρόνια, φαντασία
στην αιώνια λαχτάρα
στον ελεύθερο άνθρωπο, που στέκεται δίχως τύψεις και ενοχές
ανάμεσα στη σκιά και το φως
ανάμεσα, στη βία της καλοσύνης και στην πληγή της αλήθειας
στον άνθρωπο που ματώνει αγαπώντας
στον κόσμο που δεν έχει ανάγκη την ελπίδα
εκεί, στην αιώνια λαχτάρα